Tortured by nothing...

GRIEF                                                                                                                                                                                                              that's more people dead. who killed them? me. no one else. just me. and NOTHING!!! why does it need me? im just a teen! well, ive been alive so long. when i speak, i sound like a grown player... but while it has me, should the time ive been alive stop? like a movie? or will i grow up, and become old...and WITHER away...become NOTHING like it? its feeding on me. i have to stop it!